It was hard to be at work today, worrying about Philippa at home. I called her every hour, on the hour, until 2pm, when she told me to piss off and leave her alone because she was trying to rest and every time she slipped into sleep the bloody phone would ring and wake her up. I could tell she was feeling herself again from the recognisable tone of contempt and despair she had in her voice while talking to me. So I’m kind for guessing that the little upset – whatever it was – is settling down and we can carry on with this pregnancy unconcerned.
In
theory, anyway.
My
anxiety levels are still at DefCon2 though, so I think I need a relaxing bath,
followed by a good film to distract me from the worries in my head. “Molly’s
Game” is a movie that tempted me greatly while at the cinema and I believe it is
now free on Amazon Prime so I shall settle on the sofa for a Sorkin-fest.
RC 4-10-18
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