Saturday, 2 May 2020

May! (...be I'll soon be dozing)


I’m about to go to bed, and yet I have the complete conviction that I will NOT be getting much sleep. That probably means that my insomnia will return, for no other reason than I have willed it into being by the simple act of expecting it. Just like a nightmare that you have because the last thing you think before you go to sleep is ‘I hope I don’t dream about spiders’ and because you had that thought, your subconscious mind was full of it when you dropped off so that’s what it placed in your nightmares. If that makes sense. Which is probably doesn’t.
Anyway, it’s been a good day up until this point.

RC 2-5-20

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