Yeah
– my mind is still whirring with this ‘employment circumstance changing’
thingmy.
The
strange thing is that, now I know it’s almost certainly going to happen, my
stomach and the rest of my digestive system seems to have settled down and
behaved itself. I hate to admit it, but maybe this ‘just a job’ attitude I
throw around and convince myself is real is just a façade based on
psychological trickery and a way of keeping the pressure off. Maybe I really do
enjoy my employment and dislike the idea of it being taken away from me, and
THAT’S why I started getting stressed and unwell, shortly after being told that
I might be heading to redundancy.
I
mean…. I hate to think that’s true…. but the evidence seems to support it.
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