lazy attitude to Nature

I have been terribly lacking in my commitment to SpringWatch this year. I don't even understand why - I've always said it's a highlight of the televisual year, and worth the licence fee on its own, but somehow this year I am neglecting it.
To be fair, it does land right in the middle of our getting-boys-settled-ready-for-bed routine, but I can watch it at any time on iPlayer, so that's not really an excuse. And Mathew is so keen on animals, and loves watching live wildlife cameras on YouTube, so I'm sure he'd happily sit and watch it with me. It's almost as if I am deliberately avoiding something I know I enjoy, just so I can miss out on it and feel bad about it.
Aren't Human Beings great to ourselves?

RC 3-6-26