Wednesday, 25 September 2019

An Unexpectedly Undamaging Return to the Usual


It’s amazing what a break from the old routine can do. I was back at work today, and found it an enjoyable, challenging breeze. I had quite a few awkward things to deal with as well (by which I mean ‘awkward people’) and a week ago I would have found it difficult, depressing and downright impossible. Today I found it all manageable, satisfying and something to be proud of.
There was an e-mail sent out on Monday from Head Office – they want to convene a meeting of all the East of England employees who are in my position. They say it’s to ‘reflect on the development of this originally experimental position and to identify improvements moving forwards’ which we’re taking to mean ‘the first look at ways we can make most of you redundant’ Should be a nice lunch involved though, and I don’t really care if they keep me on or let me go, so I haven’t let it bother me too much.
I also found out that I’m losing one of my most treasured underlings. Martha is off to study nursing and aim for a career in the rapidly diminishing NHS. It’s a disappointment but I have to wish her well. Anyone who gets out of this infernal money-making-for-others world I occupy deserves some respect and support. We’re going to have a little buffet lunch for her on her last day, with the theme of a children’s party. So lots of rice-krispie cakes, carrot sticks that no-one will eat, and various types of crisp with various dips. Most of it will come from the supermarket, and I’m sure I can find a little money in the budget somewhere to pay for it all on the company. They’re obsessed with looking like they care about staff wellbeing at the moment, so I’ll put it through as ‘an activity to boost morale and mental health’ and they’ll probably sign it off.

RC 25-9-19

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