I
am SO tired tonight. I don't know why. Just one of those evenings I guess,
where things have caught up with me, and I'm aware that I have to go back to
work tomorrow, and the mental fatigue and lack of enthusiasm have combined to
make me feel weary. It probably didn't help that I drank two-thirds of a bottle
of wine last night. I really cannot take the aftermath of alcoholic indulgence
anymore. I would say that parenthood is a bit of a blocker on alcoholism - as
having to take care of young children doesn't really lend itself to a heavy
intake of booze - but my mum well and truly disproved that statement. I don't
think she went a day without drink during any of her three pregnancies, and I'm
not sure I can remember a time of abstinence in any of the years I knew her
before we parted ways.
Anyway, let's not disappear down that particular
topic of depressing reminiscences; let me instead say that I am sensibly
dealing with my overtiredness by sitting up to watch the NFL on Sky.
RC 13-10-24
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