Thursday, 14 December 2023

Slightly nervous...

We have our big family Christmas events happening this weekend. And when I say 'we' and 'our' I mean work, not my own family.
I feel a lot of pressure building up, but it's all coming from my own psyche, rather than from external sources. I feel ultimately responsible for the success of these things, and I fret that if it isn't all perfect, I'll be ruining December for several small children. It's not true, of course. What I'm actually doing is instigating something that will add festive fun and frivolity into the lives of lots of families, and short of electrocuting them or hiring a drunk Santa who will psychologically damage them for life with inappropriate comments, there isn't really much I can do that would destroy their childhoods.
And I think we've put together a nice little package of activities and experiences for everyone. But still, it bothers me...

RC 14-12-2

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