Well, I’m in a gloom again.
I’m fed up with work, I’m fed up with Philippa, I’m fed up with the cold weather. Basically, I’m fed up. My love for my fiancee is so deep I can barely believe it, and yet she pisses me off more than I can stand. Nothing I do or say seems to be right, and if she gets out of bed on the wrong side, my life becomes unbearable. I thought living with someone meant you were saying “I’m going to be on my best behaviour for you” but it doesn’t. It seems to mean saying “you HAVE to put up with me, however unpleasant I am”
I’m so glad we live in a big house at the moment as I’m finding it easy to avoid her.
We had a nice day with Hannah and Nathan on Saturday. She’s stressed as she finishes her performing arts course soon (has it really been two years already?) so he arranged for us to go out together. We had a nice meal, and went bowling. Philippa plied Hannah with lots of Bacardi and got her relaxed for the first time in weeks. She also gave Hannah some tips on breathing exercises to do when you get exam nerves, which I thought was incredibly nice of her.
Alright, maybe she’s not so bad after all…
RC 15-5-13
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