Well,
today may well have been the closest I have ever come to packing in a job with
immediate effect. It was heated, it was unnecessary, and I lost my cool and
threatened to walk out and not come back. I think the message got through
though, and we eventually came to some kind of friendly conclusion and I
returned to the calm of my office. Several of my colleagues could tell
something had happened and came by to check on me and be supportive, and I have
to say that made an amazing difference to my mood.
I'm
aware I'm not explaining things very well; I'm just popping down thoughts as
they come to me. So let me take you to 10am this morning, and a confrontation
with my employer, whom I am refusing to name in this posting lest I thump the letters
too hard and render my keyboard unusable.
It
was so unnecessary.
He
came barrelling in with a bug up his arse and barely said 'Hello' before
launching into one of his diatribes. Apparently the leader of this week's
course commented on me being 'uncooperative' and said that I might have got
more from his teachings if I 'engaged more with the process' and this somehow
caused embarrassment to my employer and caused upset to the course leader,
which is hilarious bearing in mind he got paid a ridiculous amount of money per
person for us being there. And his course, to be frank, was SHIT.
So
I stood up for myself and told the truth about how pointless the whole thing
was, and commented that maybe if people are so sensitive then they shouldn't be
involved in management or consultancy in the first place, and managed to get a
few other things off my chest that admittedly may have been best left unsaid,
but he'd pushed the wrong buttons and I reacted. One thing I said was that I
would seriously consider setting up my own training course and running my own
seminars as I was far more experienced and qualified than any of the wasters I
get sent to listen to, and could earn far more money than I am currently on by
taking advantage of bosses like mine, the way these chancers seem to do with
ease. That point was received particularly unwell.
But
here's the thing - for the rest of the day, I've been thinking that it might
actually be a good idea. Honestly, in my years of supermarket/filling
station/caravan site management I've been sent on all sorts of these stupid
things and I can't remember any one of them being anything close to useful. But
there are loads of them available, and they're always well attended. Surely I
can tap into that market and come up with something I can profit from?
Things got smoothed over today, but I don't know how
many more of these run-ins I can take before I shove Gavin's head through a
door.
RC 17-10-25
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