Big Downer

Been struggling this week. The old ‘overnight wakedness’ has caught up with me. The combination of my old friend insomnia and my young son being restless have deprived me of approximately half the sleep I would normally expect to survive on. So here I am again – back on the old dizziness roundabout and looking for the stop marked ‘Normality.’

I’m still managing to function, but everything seems a lot harder than it normally does and it takes me longer to make decisions, or to even understand what people are telling me. Someone asked me a question about holiday entitlement on Thursday and it took me nearly an hour to get back to them with an answer.

On another point - I know I mention this often, but some quantum mechanic has fiddled with the structure of the world and made time move a bit faster, right?

HOW THE HELL HAVE WE HAD THE LONGEST DAY ALREADY???????

Hopefully – now it’s going to start getting darker earlier, I might find it easier to get to sleep.

Sorry if this posting has been a strange collection of disorganised scramblings. Been one of those weeks.

RC 22-6-19