I am thoroughly hacked off with work this week, and
it’s making me feel depressed. Thank God it’s the weekend and I can be away
from here for 60 hours or so and re-charge a bit. I think the bloody course I
did last week started it all. My usual routine was messed up and I got used to
not being here. The course was pointless, but at least I got to do it in the
comfort of my own home. When you’re not being forced to go and sit somewhere
you hate, you really start to realise how much you dislike it.
The trouble is – with a cloud of tiredness and low
mood hanging over me – I don’t feel like I have any options. What can I
realistically offer another employer that would give me a chance to break away?
What skills do I actually have? (I’m not expecting you to answer that, by the way,
this isn’t one of those social media posts that is fishing for forced
compliments!)
Ah, well – it’s Friday. Let’s just plough through
the last bit of work time, then pick up a make-it-at-home Thai takeaway and a
decent bottle of wine. I feel a tipsy visit to “Stan and Ollie” coming my way…
RC 23-10-20
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