Doze

I’m really not sleeping very well at the moment. It’s led to me feeling rather lethargic and unmotivated today. I have some computer-based shite to get finished, so it’s nice to be sitting in my office listening to the coverage of the French Open and eating some sweets. I don’t know what it is about listening to tennis that I find so interesting. It’s not as if I have a history of playing the game, and it’s not as if I’m a massive fan of sports in general, but there’s something I like about plugging into it.

Maybe it’s the gladiatorial nature of the game itself. Maybe it’s the strange combination of posh voices commentating and grunting players in the background. Maybe it’s the fact that it’s very easy to follow and therefore not too confusing. I don’t know. But as my eyes are so heavy today it’s been good to have on around me. I haven’t got much work done, but who cares?  The way I see it, one of two things will be happening – either I’ll have a new position and be a lot busier, or I won’t have a job here at all. Either way, I’m determined to enjoy days like today while I have them.

RC 29-5-18