Fears and Uncertainties

And suddenly, somehow, we are halfway through October.
Doesn’t life fly by? 
Next thing you know it’ll be Christmas, and I’ll be married!
I’m having one of those ‘doubt’ days where I’m anxious about the wedding and just want to cancel the whole thing rather than go through with it. Everything’s booked and paid for now so it would be a waste of money if we didn’t go ahead, but I’m still giving it careful consideration. If I feel this bad now, what the Hell will my nerves be like on December 23rd? I’ll have to have some tranquilisers hidden in my pocket, and maybe a bottle of tequila hooked directly into my bloodstream. 
Hannah said that at the last wedding that took place at Nathan’s church, the Best Man was so hungover he vomited in the font, so if I do keel over on the day I guess I won’t be the first. 

RC 15-10-15