I forgot to post an 18th blog in August, so my challenge of doing the same number of blogs every month in 2012 has been blown out of the water. What a shitter. You might say “Don’t worry - you can do it in 2013” but that means I have to wait another 16 months before achieving my ambition. I feel like I’ve wasted the whole year now. The annoying thing is I actually had one written and ready, but then I got distracted by Philippa and her damn sexy body and the next thing I knew it was 2am. I’m gutted. I don’t know what to do with myself. Do I now write 19 in September, so I keep the average at 18? Do I leave August as the exception that proves the rule, and make sure the other 11 months have 18 posts? Do I just give up on the idea and write when I feel like it?
The last option might not be a good choice, as I haven’t really felt like writing much at all in the past couple of weeks. That’s not why I messed up in August, though, I just took my eye off the ball and thought with my penis instead of my posting fingers.
I am very unhappy with myself and I’m not sure what I can do to make me feel better.
I think I’ll go for a walk, have a big drink, take Philippa back to bed and then start all over again and write another post later on.
Yes, that seems like the right thing to do….
RC 1-9-12
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