same theme.. further reflection..

Been thinking a lot about Emily today. It’s so strange to have ended a relationship without the usual hurt and recriminations and tears and hatred. Finishing it when we did just felt so…….. right.
I wish her well, but it wouldn’t bother me if I never saw her again, and that feels weird, considering we’ve hardly been apart for two months.

The whole thing may have been a bit lusty and urgent and lacking any depth, but in many ways it was the most grown-up relationship I’ve ever had.

RC 29-11-10